I have a big family. That I love with all my heart! It's pretty much all I've blogged about on here... well as of late I have found myself with super sensitive feelings. I don't think I will go into a whole lot of detail here, only that I have felt misunderstood, and have chosen to take it personal..... I was crying while talking to jason a couple weeks ago (which we have resolved) and then mom and amy saw me have an outburst over something really lame...
Although, I made a joke to jason about how old he was on his birthday, which he was sad about, and I don't think he saw any humor in my comments.. I WAS REALLY TEASING! But I didn't realize when I jabbed at him that he might actually be having a hard time with it....
then I went on to poke at min today after mom was telling me about the blogs... I again didn't put any consideration into how she might be feeling or the kind of mood/day she is having.. and that she is really sick of hearing about it.... AGAIN, REALLY TEASING!
I am once again learning that sometimes it is really hard to get a feel for the comment being made when it is in a text or a blog... With out the personal voice inflections its hard to know sometimes. It could be taken either way.
"what goes around comes around" so I know I can count on that.. and I may not have the same sense of humor as everyone. I'm sure this won't be the last time I am reminded of this lesson....
Mostly I wanna remind myself, that you just never know until you are in that person's shoes!
I am happy I popped on tonight to see you had written...We will def need to chat when I see you next. You have a lot of kindness in you Bear...I am sure your sensitivity is only a strength. Even if the stories created in our heads by misinterpretation sometimes sting, your sensitive nature and self reflection will always serve you in the end.
ReplyDeleteI just read your comments on M's "sweaty pit" story...You really are crazy if you thought that upset her - Tina is her friend (her very GOOD friend), I am pretty possitive she can take your joking. Bear...you are the BEST!!
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